Getting Back

Starting to write again on my own blog is so difficult after the long gap of 5 months. I never imagined it would be so hard to find words to start writing again.

Been occupied in these past months, never got the time to write. Though the thought of writing was always hitting me in back of my mind, but never could make the effort of get back to it. And if anytime I did feel to write , my brains would go blank staring at the empty page thinking Damn what shall I, or how shall I start.. It was like I needed some courage to get back to what I loved to do.. Alas – “As they say its never late to catch up from where you left” hence here I’m writing my thoughts down Smile..

Seeing the calendar – the dates pass by so soon closing to the year end, I decided before this year ends I want to wrap up this years blog with all my good memories and make some new ResolutionsWinking smile for the new beginning.

Its been one heck of a roller coaster ride… With so many changes happening around.. The best good news to share with all of you  is I am having a Baby , A long awaited dream going to be true soon.Embarrassed smile

This coming year my blog will be having all new different topics Be right back filled with all new experience of my new life . So keep watching my space for something new Smile

Until next time Keep Smiling and Stay Happy Open-mouthed smile

I wish the chocolate cake could speak…

This Friday a friend of mine ordered a chocolate cake with me to bake for her. All excited to bake a cake, I got myself prepared with recipes, ingredients etc… I always prefer to prepare the cake a night ahead as its easy to ice the cake the next day.. So with all the enthu i baked a cake. Everytime I bake a cake my heart starts beating faster than its normal pace, its like I’m writing my first exam hehehe I know funny naa but its true :) .. thats called cakephobeia in my terms ;) .. Chocolate cake is one difficult cake to bake for me. Its a challenge as chocolate tends to get harder. This time I took the right measurements of all ingredients and at night 10 I put it into the oven, for the rest 45mins my heart beating fast and my mind thinking of what is happening with the cake i just sat in front of the oven (:| (Sweating).. Just as it was the right time I took it out, let it cool for 10 mins and took it out from the pan… Well it came out pretty good just for few burns here and there.. but not bad and was soft too.. A little satisfied with my work I went to bed waiting for the sun to rise..

Next day morning when i checked :cry: the cake crust got harder, my heart cried out loud saying – How I wish the chocolate cake could speak :| .. What did I miss to do this…Were the ingredients not right, or should i have iced the cake the very next hour after baking, so many questions running and me wishing if the cake could speak and talk it would have been so easy :-? ….

So now I am back to where I Started baking another cake.. hopefully this time I dont mess :( .. Well this how we learn ;)

Frozen

IMG_8134 News all around the world what we see and hear , different parts of world having different situations going on, if its a Volcano which just erupted  make a city evacuate, or its a flood which wiped out a city, what’s happening around do we have to bother or just carry on with our lives until we feel its time to take some action.

All my thoughts are frozen, what all can you expect from the brain which is surrounded by so much of snow… If its 2ft of snow on Monday, Tuesday is not behind with 1ft. And all on news we see and hear is that our airport is covered with 56inches of snow collected all thru this Jan, wow .. God must be crazy this season, this is just about the place where I live. Rest of the places around have the extreme.

The fear within is that the end is nearing or is it just another day of life. I just say to myself  be patient and enjoy life with happiness and forgiveness and utilize each moment of life in learning or trying to get the best out of the moment. This keeps me moving forward, these past few days so much of snow around and till last night i felt hmm what’s happening I am not able to pen down two words from my thought that is when i realized Damn my thoughts are frozen just like the snow I see out side my window.. and today I decided to unfreeze it , fighting hard to dig in and clear the area of mind with filling something motivating and nice..

But what can we do when nature is at its best, all we can do is pray for the ones at the front and hope for the best.

Just think about it – do we have to spoil this moment of life and let it go to waste or can we make it the best by doing something we like . So that some day we sit and think about we feel good … Well if we think of what we can do will be a mystery until we get into it……. i got to check out my mystery what’s beyond , and what I can do to make it my moment..Got to find the path to unfreeze it ..its just my thoughts which got frozen not the time, Damn….

All we need is to Believe

IMG_5840 Each one of us dream. But only few can make their dream come true. When question to people about this – Why cant you be like one of the most famous personalities, they say its fate, they are born lucky, they are genius. What is the difference among them and us. Even though we breathe the same air ? We still don’t get what we wish and dream. Even I want to be a billionaire :) ,want to be one among the best. What is it required to be one of them. Was the question running always?

Recently I saw this movie “Social Network”. Which is based on the founder of face book. This movie is about a boy who started a revolution as a revenge,  later with the help of his friends turned an idea into reality, which changed his whole life. And now he is the youngest billionaire.  He was not afraid of taking risk. Similar to him their are so many famous people who have accomplished what they believe in…

When I hear about them, and see movies like this, it makes me think wow their is so much to do. But my thoughts are restricted to certain parameter reason being  most of the time pre-occupied by the present circumstances, worried about thoughts of others than thinking of what I can do next, the most important fear within is to take risk , along with being lazy to implement the idea within.

As time passed I had forgotten to believe within self and in my dreams. Seeing and reading about wonderful people out in the world motivates me and makes me feel every things possible and all you need is to believe in yourself and in your dream… Rest all will be taken care of…

Well becoming a billionaire will always be a dream :) for now all I can do is start by making small changes within oneself. Starting with this article of mine.. making a list of stuff I like to do and accomplish.. Lets see how it goes…they say writing it on a piece of paper helps you move forward :) Well its a start ….. no harm in trying… :)

Wish you luck in your plans…and May your dreams come true…Cheers!!

 

 

Life is Precious, Cherish it..

 

Got a call last night from home all I could hear is my aunt is no-more. The news came as a shock was looking forward to visit her this time and now that she is no more its like I am not going to see her, or listen to her voice anytime.

I should have called up when I had a chance is the thought running, the feeling of never listening to her is so hurting. So many things to say but don’t know where to begin. Though she never spoke so much to me but still she was part of me.

Its a loss of a loved one, which we can never cover up with ,no one can replace her place in our hearts, will cherish all the good memories we had with her.

IMG_4940 We sometimes just take it for granted the things and people around us , we forget to cherish the moments and treasure it. We don’t let go our pride, and always have some differences between yet we just hold on to it until we loose them forever and that is when we realize – wish I could take those moments back and replace it with the time spent in a better way and had made the best out of it. But its late for that, the time is passed & we cannot just get back that time and change it. It’s like the rain, we see the poring water but cannot hold on it, all we can do is enjoy it until it drains all out.

Yes! Life goes on no matter what , doesn’t wait for any one. What we can do now is make a difference for ourselves and try to make the best of each moment, cherish it with loved ones and make a memory to treasure it through life. Face Life with a smile , in return life smiles back at you from pain to happiness..

Life is precious, Try  to make every moment memorable with your loved ones, the time gone never comes back but memories stay.

Keep Smiling :)

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